Sunday, September 2, 2012

Radio Station UVB-76 (The Buzzer)

Number Station Recording

Lincolnshire Poacher Numbers Station

Miley Cyrus - Smells Like Teen Spirit [Nirvana cover] - "Gypsy Heart Tou...


Where do I start with this awful crap? I'll just say that I wouldn't be surprised if someone said this is the reason why Kurt Cobain committed suicide. It is true that he felt that his music was being misrepresented, I will say that. Miley Cyrus is just an isufferable fad. I don't think I can say much else without feeling a great amount for Kurt Cobain, and a huge amount of rage for the kids that don't understand what this song is about. Here's Kurt's suicide letter. I love you Kurt.


To Boddah
Speaking from the tongue of an experienced simpleton who obviously would rather be an emasculated, infantile complain-ee. This note should be pretty easy to understand.
All the warnings from the punk rock 101 courses over the years, since my first introduction to the, shall we say, ethics involved with independence and the embracement of your community has proven to be very true. I haven't felt the excitement of listening to as well as creating music along with reading and writing for too many years now. I feel guity beyond words about these things.
For example when we're back stage and the lights go out and the manic roar of the crowds begins., it doesn't affect me the way in which it did for Freddie Mercury, who seemed to love, relish in the the love and adoration from the crowd which is something I totally admire and envy. The fact is, I can't fool you, any one of you. It simply isn't fair to you or me. The worst crime I can think of would be to rip people off by faking it and pretending as if I'm having 100% fun. Sometimes I feel as if I should have a punch-in time clock before I walk out on stage. I've tried everything within my power to appreciate it (and I do,God, believe me I do, but it's not enough). I appreciate the fact that I and we have affected and entertained a lot of people. It must be one of those narcissists who only appreciate things when they're gone. I'm too sensitive. I need to be slightly numb in order to regain the enthusiasms I once had as a child.
On our last 3 tours, I've had a much better appreciation for all the people I've known personally, and as fans of our music, but I still can't get over the frustration, the guilt and empathy I have for everyone. There's good in all of us and I think I simply love people too much, so much that it makes me feel too fucking sad. The sad little, sensitive, unappreciative, Pisces, Jesus man. Why don't you just enjoy it? I don't know!
I have a goddess of a wife who sweats ambition and empathy and a daughter who reminds me too much of what i used to be, full of love and joy, kissing every person she meets because everyone is good and will do her no harm. And that terrifies me to the point to where I can barely function. I can't stand the thought of Frances becoming the miserable, self-destructive, death rocker that I've become.
I have it good, very good, and I'm grateful, but since the age of seven, I've become hateful towards all humans in general. Only because it seems so easy for people to get along that have empathy. Only because I love and feel sorry for people too much I guess.
Thank you all from the pit of my burning, nauseous stomach for your letters and concern during the past years. I'm too much of an erratic, moody baby! I don't have the passion anymore, and so remember, it's better to burn out than to fade away.
Peace, love, empathy.
Kurt Cobain
Frances and Courtney, I'll be at your alter.
Please keep going Courtney, for Frances.
For her life, which will be so much happier without me.
I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU!

Marilyn Manson feat. Johnny Depp - You're So Vain (Born Villain 2012)


Jesus Christ! Who knew Marilyn Manson would cover wholesome Carly Simon? Remember when Marilyn Manson was the self proclaimed Anti-Christ and those Columbine kids? Then he came out with "Heart Shaped Glasses" and we all knew he was just another sad hopeless romantic goth kid that probably writes bad poetry. Let's face it, after dumping sweet, gorgeous, woman of my dreams, Dita Von Teese, he lost his cool card. How are you going to dump Dita Von Teese and do this shit? That's just bull shit. Also where the fuck is Johnny Depp in this mess? I feel his name was just put on the song so 14 year old girls would rub their Hello Kitty panties all over it. You can't hear Johnny Depp for shit in this song, FYI. This is a sad goth piece of shit, like any other contemporary goth crap.

ICP & Jack White -Leck Mich Im Arsch


Why Jack White!!!!!!? I like The White Stripes, I like The Raconteurs, I like The Dead Weather, I like his solo stuff, but why this? I feel like he's pushing his luck, like he just woke up and said "Yeah, I'm going to keep "experimenting" until everyone says "we're going to burn you at the stake". He just wants to see how much he can do before everyone starts vomiting and never stops. As for ICP, they're justing doing what they normally do. They get high and say "Yeah, that sounds cool". They're like children really. You can't really blame them for something they aren't aware is bad. What's next for them? Make a sex tape with Bret Michaels. It'll be called "Poisoned".

Lou Reed & Metallica: The View (Directed by Darren Aronofsky)


What the fuck Lou Reed? What the fuck Metallica? Lou Reed was suspected to be the next person to join the 27 club back in the day due to his great songs and heroin use. Who knew by getting clean, he would also totally fuck up his work ethic. Not only is he not forever young, he is now the grizzled old guy in "that new Metallica video". Metallica hasn't been cool since "The Black Album", but still, why do you keep fucking up? Like St. Anger wasn't a dick slap to the face already? One has to think, would Cliff Burton be doing this shit if he was still alive? I actually turned this music video off because I rather watch the link to "shake that bear" that my friend sent me. Fuck this song.